You gotta get real tired... so tired that you are DONE with the lifestyle, kinda like a shitty boyfriend (yea im talking to YOU, too, girl with the shitty boyfriend🗣😂) you gotta get tired of the bullshit! At what point in life do you realize this just is NOT working out. You don’t grow me (in the way i want😂) you don’t make me happy (long term) you don’t give me peace ( guilt, disgust, sadness) YOU ARE NOT IT HOMIE. You gotta realize you ARE NOT a victim. You put yourself in this predicament now own up to it and MAKE a change. Its not gonna fall from the sky! Make a plan and ACT ON IT. WRITE (this is a great way to manifest aka make a plan) make it work! This is your wake up call!