I do not know exactly where it spiralled down to a halt, i do not know exactly when it all came to an end, exactly when all the conversations and all the laughs turned into dust, when your voice was nothing more than the screeching tyres that made me pull my hands to my ears in an aggravated attempt to drown your words in the already overflowing drainage pipe i could never bring myself to fix.
Your voice, a molten melancholy, no longer exists, your hands beautiful and full of magic no longer brought me ease only leaving gashes behind every time they were near me, scarring me in places i never knew existed.
I wish i could feel your breath around me again, how it enveloped me sending me into a daze that i never knew would end so soon. I wish your gaze could be locked with mine again, an escape from all the toxicity i crave for.
Somewhere behind those clouds we ran under, is our story safely hidden. I’m waiting for this storm to pass so that i can hold it, open it and read it once again. And maybe, just maybe, relive it again. But it’s too late now, every memoir is nothing more than ashes which continue to wither to this day, my body unlike those memoirs is a phoenix and it will rise again into the most beautiful bird that will ever be born from the ashes that will never turn to dust. My bones will have every tear, every smile and every laughter etched onto them like a second skin made just to protect them from creating further memories. My body, positioned perfectly in the casket, a halo gleaming over my head, a white dress completely sinless, and my wings folded neatly beneath me. I, a fallen angel. And you, the wings tucked safely beneath me. The winds continue to whisper our legacy till today but it’s funny how we can no longer finish what we started. My tombstone is ready to be placed over my head, but it’s missing your presence, your breath, your aggravated attempts to stop it from being placed over my head. #art #random #colours #hopes #hope #aesthetic #aesthetics #paints #photography #death #pieces #memories #memoirs #dreams