I've been told I have a healing energy. ✨
This is something I've known for awhile. Being in Austin, it has been pulled out and unintentionally displayed. Through multiple interactions with strangers, reiki practitioners, x pastors , and spiritual facilitators; I have been told that I have a power of healing within me. They described it as energy radiating off my being and into their hearts. Being a healer is no joke. It's heartbreaking, painful and challenging. It is also rewarding and full of love and light. & Although acknowledged, I have never been able to successfully tap into this gift. Being in a place that vibrates the frequency in my heart allowed my spiritual journey to move somewhere way beyond my being. ✨
Today I realized that it is okay to take up space and be weird af. No frontin'. Healing is an artform that takes attunement in order to tap into spirit. In a energy workshop today, I challenged myself to break barriers and unleash my healing nature. I realized a few things. One being, I am a completely different person. The way I communicate, feel , think, interact and move has changed because I've aligned. Two, because I am on a ever-healing and self growth journey.I am able to hold space and share authentically. &Three, what I say, comes to existence. Today alone, there's been 3x I've spoken something and within the next couple of minutes- it would happen. My healing is much deeper than myself. It streams through generations reaching ancestral knowledge that I am now prepared for. I realized for the first time, I am no longer afraid of the opportunities that come my way. I listen to my intuition and allow myself to be guided. I say NO to things that don't align and have become the wild woman I admire. ✨
I am grateful to be alive and to have found a way of healing that transmutes generations. I am grateful for the backwards nature of getting me to Austin to release and reveal what has been waiting for me. I am grateful for the lessons of awareness, relationships and self love that I have blessed with. ✨
I am fearless , forgiving, wild , unapologetic, healing, alive, grateful, too much, open, unattainable, brave, risky, intelligent and strong.